But I don't feel like I am (doin just fine) in all honesty, not as I would like to have been anyway, I could always be better! Sometimes trying too hard is too much - I tried so hard to be ok but it just made things worse - things on occasion have to run their course, but for how much longer? I felt like I had been running the same race for far too long and I was only a sprinter. This time nothing springs straight to mind so I skip to the next track on my random playlist.'Doin Just Fine' by Boyz II Men - seemed like a perfect place to start. The setting is a hot, humid, people filled train. As I finally acquire a seat after standing for a while, I find myself reaching for my blackberry again.this time to pen some more feelings, painful emotions, the usual. Yet again, I find myself on the train again, yet another journey. So when the time comes the seeds I planted through you will flourish whilst you reap what you sowed over and over again!!! Not because I had nothing better to do but because God wanted to know what was in our hearts, he revealed mine and it was true No matter what you put me through, I remained true, was still there when I shouldn't have been and when you needed me, The you who I was there for when nobody else was and who easily forgot that when it mattered the most.īut its ok, I did none of these things out of a sense of duty, it's just who I amĪnd that was the difference between you and I
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The you who treats someone he's supposed to love as though they were something he stepped in I'm so disappointed at how you have treated me but I guess you showed me the real you eventually, Its tough because I know you are not even giving me a second thought I thought I was ok, I am, but today brings many thoughts of you and much as I try to control it, I can't! The pain is almost unbearable again, why am I feeling like this today?
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I can't seem to get you out of my head this morning, Suddenly today I'm overwhelmed with emotion all over again